Wednesday, May 19, 2004 / Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Sometimes...its really hard to know how some one is thinking...dun understand why do ppl not forgive one another...well...its not as if they themselves din provoke others rite...i believe that they themselves would desperately pray for the other party's forgiveness...however if they themselves are not willing to forgive others...how would others forgive them then...?
Human nature...people resort to despicable means in order to get wad they desire...though they claim to let it go...but why do they still persist behind the scene again? Its realli strange...strange till i begin to doubt my surroundings...sayings can be one...while what they do could be exactly the opp...why it is like tat? Perhaps...thats so called human nature ba...
Today is feeling so pissed...getting my bad results is one thing...then...ppl juz hav to be so sarcastic abt their results...worse thing is that they recite non stop....haiz...so irritated that i threw my pen on the table and walked out of class...luckily no teacher around...haiz...the day is realli bad...once again...
Monday, May 17, 2004 / Monday, May 17, 2004
First time posting here...in fact juz registered in here...well...i decided to record down all my thoughts and feelings...so that if one day i should have my memories erased off...i still have this left...
Life's getting tough...i have to admit that...everything is getting out of hand...mid yr exam results really brings me so much disappointment...but still i tried to keep myself happy so as not to bring down my frens mood...however...once i got home...conflicts juz keep arising btw friends...one after another...smt...i really wish that they put themselves in my shoes...but no one did...even my closest friend din...kinda disappointed with her...well...its really a bad day today...
Love? well...kinda immune by this word...its getting tiring and tiring...to hang on and stuff like tat...maybe i boarded the wrong bus in the beginning...now hopefully this bus would turn its direction and bring me to the destination i want...its kinda impossible to ask me to get down from the bus now...cuz its juz so impossible...well..i realli can't afford and bear to part with this bus...realli cant...
